More often than not, I tend to express my emotions through the words of a song. I know that sounds a little strange, but I have a hard time laying my heart on the table for any one person to see, yet alone everyone. I love music! I listen to it all the time. So it doesnt surprise me in the least that I pick up on the lyrics very quickly. Usually I find a few lines that fit the situation but thats about it. Every once in awhile a song comes along that says exactly what I want to say. When that happens, it usually brings tears to my eyes. I really want to be able to say those words to that certain someone, but they just never come out! So I hope you all dont mind, but today I am going to post them. Maybe in hopes that the certain someone will read them and understand, or maybe just because I have to get the words off my chest, and lord knows I am not about to say them outloud!!!
Whats up?I know we haven't spoken for a while.But I was thinkin bout you,And it kinda made me smile.So many things to say,And I'll put em in a letter.Thought it might be easier,The words might come out better.How's your mother, how's your little brother?Does he still look just like you?So many things I wanna know the answers to.Wish I could press rewind,And rewrite every line.To the story of me and you.Dont you know I've tried and I've tried,To get you out my mind.But it don't get no better,As each day goes by.And I'm lost and confused,I've got nothin to lose.Hope to hear from you soon,P.S. I'm still not over you.Excuse me,I really didn't mean to ramble on.But there's a lot of feelings,That still remain after you were gone.I guess you thought,That I would put it all behind me.But it seems there's always somethin,Right there to remind meLike a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.Boy it aint easy.When I hear our song,I get that same old feeling.Wish I could press rewind,Turn back the hands of time.And I shouldn't be telling you,Don't you know I've tried and I've tried,To get you out my mind.But it don't get no better,As each day goes by.And I'm lost and confused,I've got nothin to lose.Hope to hear from you soon,P.S. I'm still not over you.Did you know,I kept all of your pictures.Don't have the strength to part with them yet,Oh no.... Tried to erase,The way your kisses taste.But some things a girl can never forget.Don't you know I've tried and I've tried,To get you out my mind.But it don't get no better,As each day goes by.And I'm lost and confused,I've got nothin to lose.Hope to hear from you soon,P.S. I'm still not over you.
